Monsters

For the first time in what seems like forever, I feel happiness. The world had been so dark and heavy. My posts had been written prior to putting them up on the internet and yet I did not think or feel as I do now. I can smile in earnest. It is odd to me that I required an audience. As if by posting my thoughts and emotions they had become concrete. I had drawn them out of me. To partially coin a phrase I had pulled it out by the ears and have seen it but as of yet I cannot call it by name.